once pristine . texts . dreams

7/9 - P trying to get my attention. He is laying out elaborate trails on the ground composed of steak and other sculptural elements like kids toys sort of to get my attention and sending me texts of photos of them. He wants me to come eat steak with him. I am sitting on a couch alone in a lounge or somewhere and he is there nearby and texting me and I am looking at my phone. A beautiful blonde young woman sits directly next to me and I am surprised how close she sits and her legs are touching mine. And I think there’s no way she can be interested in me so I ignore her and look at my phone and P is texting me to leave and go have steak. But I am also looking at interesting g financial type content on my phone and I can tell the blonde is noticing. She bumps my leg with her leg but it is unclear if it is a nervous twitching or she is trying to signal and get my attention. P gets up to leave and texts me to go with him but I text back no and he sees me with the girl and gets it and leaves. The girl start bumping me with her shoulder and it is no longer debatable that she is certainly trying to get my attention. We talk and hang out for a while and I just can’t believe she is interested in me I am so much older and she is so pretty. She looks close in my eyes and we talk deeply and I kiss her finally.